musings.

mjkimpan  —  June 19, 2011 — 1 Comment

the closer i move towards jesus christ, the farther away i realize i actually am.

the more i analyze my thoughts and motives the more aware i become of my own deep seeded insecurities and narcissism.

the more determined i am to walk in the light, the more of the filth and darkness of the innermost parts of my heart is exposed.

the more i try to genuinely love people, the more evident it is to me that in reality, i don’t.  i’m too selfish, and consumed with my self.

i wonder if you feel the same…

  • Sinai11

    I feel the same way. Everytime I try to focus, I become more distracted.